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Monday, October 13, 2014

"High Fidelity"

Sunday, October 12, 2014
First Congregational United Church of Christ – Sermon by Rev. Caela Simmons Wood

I finally saw the animated film Frozen a couple of weeks ago. For those who haven’t seen it, Frozen the story of love between two sisters, Elsa and Anna. As young girls, they are inseparable. But there is something magical about Elsa. She has a special power – she can freeze things with her hands. Unfortunately, though, she doesn’t have very good control over her power and sometimes accidents happen. One day, while they are playing together, Anna gets hurt. Her parents are able to find her help and she recovers, but the incident permanently damages the family. Elsa is shut away in her room – her special power becomes a shameful secret and her parents try to help her figure out how to control herself. Anna is left alone – she doesn’t know why her sister refuses to come out and play.

The girls grow up. The parents die (it is a Disney film, after all – you know the parents are going to die somewhere in the first 15 minutes, right?). Anna and Elsa are left alone – isolated from each other. Cut off. Disconnected.


Each woman tries to find her way. They search for love. They go on adventures. They experiment with power, trying to figure out how redeem their lives. There are scary moments, exhilarating moments, comic relief. In short, it’s life.

And at the end of the movie, things look really bad for Anna. In the mist of one of those big fight scenes, she got hurt by Elsa’s freezing powers again. But this time, there doesn’t seem to be any way for her to recover. She is told that the only thing that can save her is an act of true love. So she goes in search of someone to love her. But the twist, of course, is that it is Anna’s act of true love for her sister that finally saves her own life. This woman, who hardly had any models for love in her own life – who didn’t seem to understand much about love at all – still had within her the capacity to love her sister in a way that led to redemption.

It is a story about faithfulness. It is a story about ties that are too deep to be broken.

In a week where marriage equality finally came to several more states across our nation and it finally seems inevitable that same-sex couples will soon be allowed to marry in Kansas, I’ve been thinking a lot about faithfulness.

On Monday, I got out the wedding liturgy I typically use and prepped it in case I needed to rush down to the Courthouse or into the Sanctuary to marry a couple. I’m not a drive-through wedding chapel, of course, but it seems to me that when we have people in our community who have been living as committed partners for years or decades, waiting for the State to get with the program and legalize their unions, some of the formalities might go out the window. I wanted to be ready with an appropriate liturgy that could be used on the fly.

As I looked over the wedding liturgy, I was struck with just how much of it is about covenant – commitments that the two individuals make to each other, of course, but other commitments, too. In a wedding ceremony, I ask the couples to make promises to each other and most couples exchange rings as an outward reminder of those covenantal commitments. But I also ask the families and friends who are present to make commitments to support the couple. And I remind the couple that God is blessing their union and making a commitment to support their new reality as partners for life.

It seems especially fitting to me, in this week where we are especially aware of covenantal commitments between spouses, that the lectionary text also speaks to us of faithfulness. Now, before we dive into Exodus, I do just want to pause for a moment to say a word about divorce. Faithfulness is good. Covenant is good. But we are not perfect people and we do not live in a perfect world. No one gets married hoping they will someday get divorced (I don’t think). But life happens, situations change, and sometimes divorce is the best option among several painful options. That could be an entire sermon for another day, but for today I just want to make sure that you are not hearing this sermon as telling you that you must be 100% faithful to every single relationship or promise you’ve ever made. Sometimes the most faithful thing to do is to end a relationship that is no longer healthy.

It seemed like, for a moment, the Israelites and God were about to sever their ties, didn’t it? Out there at the base of that mountain, the Israelites started to get nervous. Moses had been gone a long time and they were losing sight of their connection to God. So they turned to Aaron, #2 in command, and asked him to help them feel safe. “Make us little gods!” they said. And Aaron quickly complied with their demands.

Now, I love the back and forth between Moses and God in this chapter. One of my favorite things is how the Israelites seem to be a hot potato, tossed back and forth between Moses and God. God speaks first, “Hey, Moses. YOUR people, whom YOU brought out of the land of Egypt, they are behaving like a bunch of jerks. I am not happy. AT ALL. Leave me alone. I’m going to sit over here and puff angry smoke and fire like a cranky dragon. But, you – YOU Moses – I’m going to make a great nation of you!”

Moses, however, doesn’t take the bait. He could have simply agreed with God. I probably would have. But I think maybe one of the reasons God chose Moses was because he was a great arguer. He rarely said, “Sure thing!” He almost always talked back to God. And this situation is no different. Instead of taking God’s offer and making a great nation of himself, he reminds God that God can’t do that.

Because God has already made other promises to these people and to their ancestors. “God,” he says, “Why are you so angry with YOUR people? Remember how you brought them out of Egypt? And remember how, generations before that, you made promises to their ancestors – to Abraham and Sarah, Issaac and Rebekah, Israel and Rachel? Remember your covenant, God. Be faithful to who you are.”

And God remembers. And God is faithful. God changes his mind. And God, once again, remembers that these people do not belong to Moses – they belong to God.

I think when a lot of people first hear this story, they get hung up on what the Israelites do. They give up. They forget. They make idols. If they were my kids, I’d probably say something like, “Let’s make better choices next time, okay, guys?” And so we look at this story and we think, “Let’s not be like the Israelites.” We could spend a lot of time pondering the myriad ways we create idols for ourselves, right? They may not be little golden figurines, but we all have our own idols. We all lose focus from time to time. We all give our allegiance to other things besides God. None of us is immune from idolatry.

But to focus too much on our own mistakes is to miss the bigger point, I think. And the bigger point in this passage is not what the Israelites are doing…the bigger point is what God is doing…and what Moses helps God do. This story could have easily ended in a fit of fire and brimstone, but it doesn’t. Moses, God bless him, remembered his covenant with these people…to bring them safely out of the land of suffering and slavery. Moses remembered who they truly were – God’s children – and Moses remembered who God had promised to be – their Savior. And Moses wasn’t about to let anyone forget. And God….God actually listened. God changes her mind! That is the power of this story – that it does not end with division, anger, discord. Instead it ends with mercy, grace, loving-kindness, faithfulness.

This afternoon, you and I are gathering to celebrate a new covenant together. We will stand and make promises to each other. I always tell couples what their vows will say ahead of time so they can know what they are promising. So I think it makes sense to do the same here. Edith, our conference minister, will use words from the apostle Paul. She will ask you to “pay proper respect to those who work among you, who guide and instruct you in the Christian life. Treat them with the greatest respect and love because of the work they do. Be at peace among yourselves.”

And Edith will also use Paul’s words when she instructs me to “warn the idle, encourage the timid, help the weak, be patient with all.”

And then she will remind all of us, “See that no one pays back wrong for wrong, but at all times make it your aim to do good to one another and to all people. Be joyful always, pray at all times, be thankful in all circumstances.”

These are big promises, folks. I do not take lightly my commitment to be your pastor. I feel incredibly thankful to be in this place, serving alongside you. I give thanks for the work we have to do together. When I was in the middle of conversations with the search committee, I remember a phone conversation with a trusted friend and colleague. She said to me, “Now, when you go out there to meet with them this weekend, don’t be scared if they don’t seem perfect. There’s no such thing as a perfect church because churches are made of people. Instead, try to figure out what their work is and see if it is also the work you feel called to do.”

What a relief. There’s no need to go looking for a perfect church – it doesn’t exist. I think all of us – lay people or pastors, those of us looking for a new church to join or reaffirming our covenantal commitments to a church that we already call home – we all can benefit from remembering that having a sense of call isn’t about perfection. It’s not about things begin easy or fun or smoothed over. It’s about feeling like “Yes, this is the right place. Yes, I am called to be working in this place and with these people. Yes, these are my people. Yes, this is home.”

Because all of us, I think (I hope!) are about the same business. We are all trying to live in ways that are faithful, because that is what we have seen modeled in the stories of God and Jesus Christ and our faith ancestors. We want our stories to end in mercy, grace, loving-kindness.

I am reminded that another word for faithfulness is fidelity. Fidelity is also a technical term when it comes to audio production. If a recording or amplification of sound is “high fidelity” it very accurately represents the its source. I think that is what I see in Moses’s actions in this story. He knew his source – YHWH – and he acted in a way that was faithful. He took strength in remembering that he was created in God’s image and did his best to act as God would. In doing so, he reminded God of the importance of covenant. And the story ended with mercy, grace, loving-kindness.

May we all remember who we are and that we are created in the image of the Holy One. May we all seek to live high fidelity lives. And may the God whose stories always end with grace go before us. Amen. 

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